Setting here alone, freezing my a$$ off on a Friday night. Wow, guess it can only go up from here.
I've facebooked all I can stand, I've searched everything I can think of that I am curious about, to broke to on-line shop and not tired enough to go to sleep to forget all that's bothering me. Wow, that list is long, so it's really going to take a long sleep to be able to get away from it. But since I'm wide awake I guess I have to deal with it anyway. The lump is getting harder in my throat and the tears are forming, glad there's nobody here to see it. Well, actually that is not true, because if there was anybody around maybe I wouldn't feel like I do.
What to do? What to do? I want to scream, but what good will that do. Will only give me a headache and fortunately I have been able to avoid those over the past 2 months. Cry, well that isn't going to change anything and in the end, just give me a headache too, so still want to avoid the headaches. Phone a friend....well, I've done that already and they have a life outside of listening to me. I've tried to watch TV and TV just stinks tonight.
One of my friends would say pray about it.
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2 comments:
Cry! Sometimes you just need a good cry..or I do anyway. You have my number if you ever need to talk to someone else. Love you and I say do whatever gets you through it even if it is crying :)
Leslie, Prayer really does help and if anything just talking or writing to God helps to "get it out" and he's always there to listen. I don't know what is going on but I hope you know that there are friends out here praying for you and thinking about you. I've had many nights like you just wrote about. Love ya!
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